Tuesday, November 19, 2024
A Reflection
There have been moments I feel like my life is at a standstill like no matter what I do nothing changes. Those moments are frustrating but this period of waiting is important. There are things God needs to set in motion, people that needed to be aligned into my life, and now that everything is set in place, the shift is coming. I asked God why it has taken so long but as I look back I realized everything happened as it was mean to. Every delay, every disappointment has led to this moment.
I have been sensing that things are happening in my life things that I may not fully understand, but everything will start making sense soon. I carried a burden, something weighing heavily on my heart, and though I feel I have been stuck in the situation for a long time, God has seen it all and ready to step in. He has seen the shame I faced, and pain I carried.
Sometimes the biggest blessings come wrapped in what seems like chaos and failures. I have been doing my best, holding on even when it is hard. Even when I felt like giving up I kept going. God sees it and He is proud of me. There is so much more strength inside me now than ever before, and I realized why I had to go through what I had. The hardest times are what shapes us into who we are meant to be. And right now I am being molded into someone who is going to rise above it all. Above all the past hurts, failures, and disappointments.
Why was God silent for so long? Just trust God they say, but it is hard to trust especially when things have been so uncertain for so long. It’s easy to doubt. To question whether I am on the right track. God say I am exactly where I should be. I have not been abandoned or forgotten. Every prayer I whispered, every hope I have held on to, it’s all been heard. The answers are coming and they are coming in a way that is going to surprise me. I will not get just what I need but more than what I have ever imagined.
But when God makes a move it may feel sudden, abrupt, but it’s been in the works for a long time. All of a sudden a business path opened for me in Shanghai, and I am sure it’s only the beginning. I am not going to see what else is coming and that is part of the plan and surely He is working behind the scenes weaving my destiny into existence. Sometimes the most unexpected moments are the one that brings the greatest changes. You might be wondering whether I am ready for this and the answer is YES. Am I ready for a bigger arena to showcase my talents and gifts in a foreign country not using my preferred language. I know even if I am scared, I have been prepared for it. Everything I have been through has led me to this point. I have gained strength, resilience and wisdom through my struggles and now it is time for me to use them. When God opens the door I will know what to do. I have to trust His preparation and guidance He has given me.
The past does not define me, but the future that is racing towards me does. Every tear I cried, every prayer I whispered, every pain I carried, every trial I faced has led me to this moment, God saw it all. He knows my weaknesses but He also knows my strength. He knows I am ready to take a big leap forward.
What is coming is meant to build me not break me. It will be challenging but through this challenge I will find my true self. I will trust in His plan for it is perfect. I know I won’t be alone and not meant to do it alone. Sometimes what looks like a storm is actually the wind that clears the path ahead. He knows what is best for me. The angels are guiding, protecting and moving things into place. I may not always see or sense them, but they are there.
What is about to come isn’t a test but a transformation as I am about to rise stronger and more empowered than before. This is not a time to shrink back in fear, but to stand firm in faith. No force on earth can stop what God has planned for me. Everything is happening as it should. There is nothing to fear when I walk in faith. The angels are already clearing the path and making a way when there seems to be no way. What is coming is bigger than I ever imagine but so is the strength that God has placed inside me.
Even when I I felt like I was walking in the valley of shadow of death, God was there. He never left my side. He is still with me, leading me forward. I shall not be weak. I am a warrior of His light and love. This is the moment I have been waiting for. The moment when all things come together. Everything I have been through has been for this time. He has been preparing the path forward and now it is my turn to step forward in faith.
Sometimes it is hard to see beyond the present moment. The future can feel uncertain, even frightening. But He is the God of all time, He sees what I cannot see and knows what I do not know. I am safe in His hands. I have to let go of my fears, let go of my doubts and trust in His divine plan. I am loved, I am protected and I am exactly where I need to be. The journey ahead may feel uncertain but everything is unfolding as it should. Everything that is happening in my life right now is preparing me for what is coming. He will open doors I never thought was possible. But I must stay strong, stay faithful and keep my eyes on Him. He has already mapped out my path and my guardian angels have been with me since the beginning and will be with me till the end, protecting me from dangers I can’t even perceive.
There is a purpose in every twist and turn in my life. Sometimes it feel like the challenges is too much, like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. But I am not carrying this burden alone.
His powerful presence will challenge me, yes, but will also uplift me. I will come out more stronger, focused and more aligned with the purpose God had set for my life.
This is my time and God is with me. There were moments I doubted, moments where I questioned if I was on the right path. Every step I have taken, every decision I made has led me to this point for a reason. There was nothing that happened in my life that wasn’t part of His divine plan. The mistakes, the heartbreaks, the detours all served a purpose. This change in my life is to transform me. I need to step into the fullness of who He created me to be. My business and ministry will be global.
There is a reason why I felt something stirring in my spirit beginning of the year. I felt 2024 is the year of answered prayers. That gentle nudge, That quiet whisper. Telling me something is about to happen. It’s not my imagination but God speaking to my heart. He has been preparing me for this moment and now it is time for me to step forward in faith. His powerful presence that is coming into my life in a renewed way requires me to be strong, be brave and to trust in Him like never before.
